just browsin my old fb notes.
And it's funny how i always put myself in this position.
i love my friends.
cristina gave me this last year.

For those confusing days,
when you miss him, and want nothing
more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes its better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station.

When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, dont answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasnt him, and realized that once again, he hadnt called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy whose worth all the tears, but he wont make you cry.
You may think that youll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. Its gonna hurt like crap, and its going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.