STUPID STUPID RANT RANT @ 4 AM.

6 days til the Philippines.

I don't know what I'm feeling. WHY AM I BEING LIKE THIS.
SNAP OUT OF ITTTTT.
I hate being so unhappy sometimes.
I WANNA CRY I WANNA CRY
BUT I CAN'T!
JUST A PARTY JUST A PARTY
NOTHING DIFFERENT.

I NEED SLEEP.
HOW DOES A PERSON MANAGE TO SLEEP TIGHT WHEN ANOTHER IS UP ALL NIGHT THINKING OF THAT STUPID SHIT
AAAAAAHH

I have driving at frikken 10:00. i need sleep.
This is impairment. im gonna be driving impaired.
With your stupid thoughts in my stupid head.
and your stupid hair and your stupid voice.
stuck in my head where they don't belong.
WHYYYYYY IS THIS HAPPENING
NIKKKKAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK.
im talking to myself
IM CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT SLEEP.
I WANT TO FAST FORWARD.
I WANT TO AAAAHHHHH
OMGGGGG
i feel myself going crazy.
WHY.


xoxo.