You the fucking best

Such a nice day today. I failed my Religion test but that's alright, I seem to not be passin shit these days anyway. How many more days til summer ?
Friends are trippin balls these days everyone needs to fucking calm down, I don't give a shit about anything dramatic, life's too rough that way.
I need to get my g2 already. Everyone's driving these days.
My dad's been looking for insurance for hella long now so i can freely drive the Lancer.

Sam and I went for a good one hour walk after school today, just chilled, got some body jewelry. Then later on just tweeted life. Then Chris, Maria and Christina surprised me and picked me up, went to get slushie, find Cameron, and so it was time for Gossip Girl and I had to go home. I like my TV shows okay.

PEACE OUT.

Yeah Yeah Yeah

i suck in badminton
gained the 10 pound i lost in February
life is rough
i am sick
and i suck in math
BUT I WILL GET BETTER

xoxo

We were never meant to be baby we just happened.

I just wanna talk about Saturday and how messed that shit was. Guys are meant to torment girls, I'm sure of it. Especially the ones I know. We all know they will never change. I'm better miserable on my own than you coming up to me and making things worse. I don't wanna be so "dramatic". I didn't care shit about you anymore, and people knew that. But your big head big ego brain seems to think otherwise. Get over it. It's good that all feelings are expressed when drunk huh? 

Stay with me

UGH I'm SOOOO frustrated about how I am doing in life right now, I suck in balancing extra curriculars, friends, family and school. I'm wearing myself thin I'm exhausted, busy and lazy at the same time and it's the worst combination of things ever.

I'm pissed at myself that I always let my parents down because they don't deserve it. I'm pissed that they don't understand that III understand and for some reason I just can't get it out of me to show them and I don't want it to keep going on like this because it makes me look like such an ass of a daughter.

I know I have shit to do but I never do and when I try, it's always so wrong and I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

xoxo.

I should have let you in but I let you down.

I miss lj. I've been so slack this semester and it's not good, I think I need to like lock myself up in my house so I don't do anything else but study, cause that's what I'm supposed to do anyway. I'm getting so frustrated with life now because I've dumbed down and I keep telling myself it's not too late, there's still time. But like there isn't enough time. I need to fucking shape up.

Peace out, im going to lj

I told myself to cry never again.

I want a ukelele !
Okay, so first day back at school for five days wasn't so bad, had cheer practice and it was aight. Tomorrow, there is a symposium at my school for people that are going to Ottawa, while I KNOW that I really want to go... I know that I shouldn't because I am doing HORRIBLE at school right now. Like horrible. I'm just so behind in everything, that reminds me, I should really get goin on my homework. I have had so many distractions lately. Salesians last month and now cotillion, even though it's done, it's KILLING me that it's done because now, i just wanna see everyone all the time. But anyway, I passed a math test for the first time this semester (Y) so I am very proud of myself, in a way. Hah.

Anyway, as much as I can't wait for summer, I have so many things to do oh man. So I've decided to write it out.
Things to do this week
[] No drinking (I'm trying to skip the beer belly this summer, so fuck, i have to resist temptation)
[] Apply for a job (Get a job so parents will let me go to driving school and get my stupid G2.)
[] Finish Fifth Business (Really Nikka, you've had that book for 2 months.)

Alrighty, peace out
xoxo