eletheowl:

“I realize that overall, you weren’t really worth it. There were moments with you that made me really happy, but the majority of the time you just shut me out. That’s why this summer, I’ll try to get over you. We might’ve had something really great, but I guess we’ll never know. I’ll never forget the good times with you, but I’ll also never forget how you hurt me more than any other boy.”

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“Before you, I was never so emotional. No one could make me cry, and no one made me think so hard. But now the tears flow like rain from the saddest sky there is, and my frantic thoughts are tearing me apart. I’m not going to let it end this way. I’m done feeling sorry for myself, and I’m done being broken, and I’m done letting you make me feel like that at all. I’m going to make myself stronger, no matter how I have to do it. Because these thoughts are enough to drive someone insane, and I’m not going to let that be me anymore. I’m taking a stand.”

im so sore :(

i can't believe school is on tuesday.
it seems like i went to the philippines 6 years ago.
feels like i never went home this summer.
i miss it

back to school will kill me softly.
and im not talking about academics.

xoxo.

i thought i should come by

and say hello to my blogspot.
things have been easier.
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i got a blackberry bold.
it's quite hefty.
i painted my room gray.
2 shades of it.
i'm putting up black and white pictures.
it feels a little dark for me to do.

things are getting better.
i can say your name.
i almost don't care.

xoxo.