gone

you truly never know what you have til it's gone
then we try to get it all back
what if? i should have, oh and i could have.
it's useless now isn't it?
it's gone.

now you reminisce those shared moments
the moments you cried
the moments you laughed
the moments before everything changed
the moments when you looked at each other and knew you were gonna be there the next day.
those memories are here.
but the future is gone.

nothing else to share.
nothing else to gain.
cause they're gone.
gone before you even thought of them going.
gone before you even saw it coming.

you try to ignore all the flaws you had
you try to ignore all the changes in between
and just recall all the good times spent
you start to blame yourself for not doing what you could have
you can feel low and cry your heart out
but time is everlasting
and since nothing lasts forever
the pain will be gone

gone like he went
gone, gone like the memories
gone, gone like all his feelings

just... gone
you know?

xoxo.